Always Under the Umbrella
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Family Story,
Friendship,
Loving you
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Although the second story is not totally sacrificed for me, but somehow I still appreciate with all the things that people had done to me... From last time, I always think that I'm a very unlucky people who have a dishonourable family background. I always keep my family story as a secret and always avoid from being ask by others. I always hide my tear from pouring out from my heart by acting like a clown to make everyone happy, as time past, I have forgotten my real character and use to be the one that I wishes to be.
But time flies make me realise one thing that I am not as unlucky as what I think, I am actually the lucky one...
After I move to Malacca from Kuala Lumpur, I was very sad to live in a shop slot with my brother, I cannot stand to leave a place that does not have any aircon and when raining cats and dogs, my house will flood. I always blame the God by giving me a shit life but actually God is giving me an angel with a flower bud life. Why I said like this is because the God gave me my aunty who is the angel that incredible good and take good care of me just like I am her child, a flower bud life...She is caring and kind-hearted. She understand what I am thinking and always want to fullfill our needs. I remember during the Christmas in KL, I will put my socks beside my bed and really hope that the Santa will come over and give me a present that I like, in the next day it was really a toys in the socks! Hooray! is it Santa really come my house? I believe it. When I stay in Malacca I thought it won't happen to me because Santa dun know my house... However, I really hope miracle will happen on me, thus my brother and I put the socks beside the bed again... The next day, miracle happened! It was many coins in the sock!!! I am really happy and I asked my aunty, is it the Santa came? She smirk at me and say "yes!"... I was so happy but actually in the bottom of my heart I already knew that the Santa is my aunty... On the other hand, my mum will visited us every week while daddy will come or I will back to Kuala Lumpur, dad and I seldom meet up during that time. Mummy will bring us go whatever place that we like to go and bought us whatever things we like, I think she feel sorry to us and she want to remedy our relationship... Besides, I feel that my dad is also doing the same thing now, he always want to fetch me from here to there, everywhere and always want to bring me to movie and yum cha just want to listen my stories... Haiz, actually I wanted to said it very long ago which is you all never owe me anything, for real... Instead I feel very thankful for all the things that you all gave to me =)
Next, I feel lucky that I always have best friends, from primary school to secondary school, foundation to degree life, I always have many good friend beside me. For secondary school, I have introduced before in this blog so I won't repeat here again, she is sotong if u wanna to know who is it... Then, I have Felicia Chin as my best friend in Foundation while during degree, I have Carolynne Sie. I always posted the places that we went together but seldom have a chance to tell u all about her... She is also the one that put me under the umbrella, so I feel very lucky to have her as my friend. She has teach me a lot, teach me how to study calmly and effectively, she bring happiness and positive thinking to me... She is very special, happy go lucky, she is my most intelligent friends, she can do many things in one times, I dun know how she make it... If u want me to descript her, I will descript her as a candle who delighting my life, who always direct me. She always said she is younger than me for few month like that and like to call me "jie jie" but I think she is just like my "jie jie"...not because she look old or what, it is because she teach me alots... I am really happy to be ji mui with her, such a special friend... Our classmate said we look similar and said we are very cute together... I enjoy every moment with her, in uni or even in Kampar house, she is my roomate... We always chit chat non stop and still can survive together. Although we are good together but we also always argue just because of small matter such as the cleanliness of the rain water... hahaha!!! I said the rain is dirty and she said is clean. So when we reached uni we surf internet and see who is the correct one~~~ Hahaha! So funny...Think back, I will laugh out loud because the cute conversation between us... She always show her strong face but I know she is hiding her weak face. (Carol dun laugh!) She is a sarawakian, so after graduated she decided to work there, haiz hope we can still keep in touch and hope you won't forget me! Dun forget as I am your wedding planner... and one thing I wanna to remind you which is dun always think my sentences is not important or very funny, it is meaningful, okay? Dun besmirch my good intention toward you, okay? and also thank you for caring me along my degree journey... Thank you...=_)
Besides, God have also gave me a good, cute, caring boy friend to me, he is super good... haha! Really appreciated it... Will have further description about my bf... hehe^^
Hence, I think that I am under the umbrella no matter look from family side, friendship or my love one~~~ I am very happy and it is enough for me. Actually to view happiness, it is very easy just to use differences perspective then you will found that happiness is just around you...
Perhaps, you are the lucky one that cover by umbrella...
